Arms of love

Ok regroup time. I went through a deeply dark time last night as my lifelines crumbled and people whom I thought were there for me were not .
I've experienced rejection from churches and I've seem religiosity but I've also seem good god fearing people.
I still know that I am here by divine appointment . But I will say perhaps I was naive in some aspects. God has already used me greatly at cornerstone festival . I will begin the process of job hunting and will get established ASAP .yesterday I net Ron Hemby from the imperials at the music store and received favor from them as they will try to sell my acoustic guitar . The money would be good and I can always buy another some other time.
God did tell me it would be slow and steady up here. So I will adjust accordingly . To those who read my cry for help , well I am to say sorry to be so raw . It has been revised .
My greatest fear in all this is failing .
And being with out the ability to support myself . But I must learn that god is my daddy and he will help me .
I cling to Isaiah 41:10-20
I have been generously serving and giving even out of my need.
I've been seeking , I've been true , and I've been vulnerable to god and people.
All I can do today is repent and go to services morning and night .
Today I will rest and fall into the arms of love .

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